Puyo puyo~~♥ im lost with my future rite now....go for CG or othrs?

Everytime when im lack of idea or anything, i always use some exist character to draw to revive my passion of art, beside hang out wit art kaki or others.....but usually i really seldom hang out wit them, always on msn, but when hang out u only can feel the passion of ACG completely.....

So i did for puyo puyo series by Compile. One of the main character Arle Nadja.....
1st work is use Pen tool layer in SAI, so is quite fine but look dead......and my shoulder pad is wrong 囧

2nd wan is do by freehand witout any point using pencil tool in SAI....

New Template, New hairstyle summore.....Self Refresh yeah~

yay new template, the draft blogger button is sooo small on bottom if not anda telling me i think im still stuck wit the old template....= =

jz finish higurashi, today finish Coil.......Time to back to assignment......
Here come Hanyu~~~~"ha wuu ha wuu" <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="" data-blogger-escaped-is="" data-blogger-escaped-moeness="" data-blogger-escaped-shit="" data-blogger-escaped-this="">

Eva 2.0 + Sanctuary Clubbing day~~A thing that I never can hold it......

wat am i doing............??

it was been long time i have been ever let my emotion goes with something beside me......

yesterday watched eva 2.0 with si lang, zen zen n jun hang.....is was nice movie, i almost cried when asuka destroyed by the dummy system i tot she was dead.......O_O

and nite is clubbing time due to camelia birthday....... drink alot but........it seem jz make me feel sleepy but thanks to it, long time din ever hv chance to sleep tat tight........dunno why i keep hard to sleep tight for so many days already.....

share a video tat i really really addicted currenly....man i feel so wanted to buy PS3....>w<




i keep raise out my hand to hold it.........but wat i have hold now is jz sadness and depress.........when i only can hold ur hand......and tell u......

"Please...Don't leave me alone..."

Boring day....Lets take a break boy~jz play some horo test.

bit bored, busy wit assignment, my monster hunter also haven finish draw yet.D8~
I wan new idea for art work ahhhh~*dies*

jz now went to play something.=w=

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行星位置

• 太陽 : 射手座 7° 6'19" / 第8宮(疾厄宮)
• 月亮 : 射手座 17° 8'46" / 第8宮(疾厄宮)
• 水星 : 射手座 17°25'20" / 第8宮(疾厄宮)
• 金星 : 魔羯座 22°15'11" / 第9宮(遷移宮)
• 火星 : 天蠍座 17° 0'35" / 第7宮(夫妻宮)
• 木星 : 巨蟹座 9°16'43" / 第3宮(兄弟宮)
• 土星 : 魔羯座 11°55' 9" / 第9宮(遷移宮)
• 天王星 : 魔羯座 3°50'35" / 第9宮(遷移宮)
• 海王星 : 魔羯座 10°50'51" / 第9宮(遷移宮)
• 冥王星 : 天蠍座 15°59'10" / 第7宮(夫妻宮)

交點星座

• 上升星座 : 牡羊座 29°53' 2"
• 下降星座 : 天秤座 29°53' 2"
• 天頂星座 : 魔羯座 25°12'17"
• 天底星座 : 巨蟹座 25°12'17"
• 北交點 : 水瓶座 19°12'27"

三方星座比例

• 火象星座 : 33.33%
• 土象星座 : 41.67%
• 風象星座 : 0%
• 水象星座 : 25%

四正星座比例

• 啟動星座 : 58.33%
• 固定星座 : 16.67%
• 變動星座 : 25%

資料來源：占星之門 - 星座命盤

Random doodle. I hate Malaysia Internet.

Random done in 20 min wit inking in mah class with Deborah.

TRALALALA

tralalala here is new picca wit anime style testing, i know my color is sucks ><
prefer PNG format instead of JPG, coz color will move out bit.=3=|||

Beginning of the Storm muehehehe

Ok im backkk~fufufu~
passby 3 month of internship and get to know some reality, i was FOOLED once again, yeah!!
ONCE AGAIN!!

So im gonna PWN them kau kau, in this yr, there is nth for me to care off ady, i ady lead the way in beginning of the last semester....

God pls gimme strength to continue it, this time Im gonna PWN them to revenge.

OK GUYS!! time for teaser.....MULALALA~

ok im bit stuck on the armor part *kedushed*XD muahahaha~
the world of mine is coming back~~~~
hentai BANZAIIIIIIII~XD

Wanna Fishing till rotten....=w=~Self cheating once again yay~

Till today, I still dunno is it still worth to keep this relationship exist anot...?
Tired and alone, although I keep go hang out wit other and gaming to force myself to forget it....
Well I think I am just keep cheating myself that to forgot it....

I jz keep cheating myself that face is doesent matter, boyish is doesnt matter......
But I think I was TOTALLY wrong and so wrong.....

Nothing can compare to ur selfishness and ignoring on me.....
Should I blame you or myself?
Blame myself not pretty enough?
Blame myself not girlish enough?
Blame myself not slut enough?

All the way come, I dun hv the right to care bout you......
But u hv the right to choose not to believe me.....
U hv the right choose to see all wat im doing is wrong witout any reason...
Choose to BETRAY ALL wat u said to me.....

Wat to do?
U can choose to no need me, But I need you,so I dun hv the right of choosing.....

Several time of nightmare telling me that if I keep avoiding like this just make myself getting crazy.....
Everytime I wake up frm the nightmare there is just only tears belong with me...

But your stubborn jz make me dunno how to face you.....And you are changed,getting to worst....

What should I do?

Can you teach me how to do to not lose you like past?Witout any argue and the cold feeling?

I tot you were not him, but u still do the same thing like he did......Why not?

There is no different now jz I was once again fooled and hurted......

You nvr give any explaination, your act are telling me like this....

I dunno, what should I do, I dunno your mind, or mayb say you r so strange to me in this moment.....

Wish to go simple...But not simple as u think..

Someone complaining bout his dog....
ROFL....

Buy Iphone la....Ur new meet bro is phone seller before...nyahaha~

I jz realize I was hated so much....
Wat to do....?

Sometime u wish thing goes simple coz I really dun wanna think complicated liao...
But it turns out is a NO NO thing.....lolz?

Know something I think I shud not know but wat to do....??
Nvm....Play u die kau kau slowly.....

Getting my fishing tackle this week shud be....
But where to fish huh?

All go sea jigging already la u all deng......
Im the only very few female n youngest i think....wakakaka~

Stupid internet line slow slow make me jz can make Dragonica combo at KOPIOH....
The stupid lion still keep DL-ing movie day and nite.....Wat to do?

A younger sister worst than me....Wat to do...?

Times getting closer and wig and props left....Wat to do??

Saw his personal msg seem so suffer but if he still dun wanna see me....Wat to do??
Think and worry?Can bo?
I rather spend my time on sleeping.....lolz....
Im dam lack of sleep these days.....

Realize no one can make me precious like him but jz think bout him back....
Wat to do....??

Mum dislike wat someone is doin.....I dunno who is lying....
Wat to do....??

I jz wish thing goes like the past we together before as simple as tat only....
Can not?

I jz lazy to know new person....Coz I hate the changes.....

All the humans heart will destructed when times goes by....Even me too....

Sleepy now o...
Wat to do...?
So many things need to solve le....
Wat to do??

Sleep first la....After tomoro is another week with fun and relax....
Finish the costume....
Get my tackle set....
And wait for salary yay.....

我升仙料........

Crashed Down soon......

If u r complaining.....
Just dun tell me u can hold those usless matters.....
And jz go back HT so far all the way jz for the nonsense person......

I knew it I knew it!!!!
Im just a nonsense person!!!
Coz Im not enuff SLUT so u was ignoring me!~!
So u rather waste time on them BUT NVR CARE BOUT ANYTHING OF ME!!!

U nvr ask bout my costume progress....
U nvr ask bout how i am these days....
U nvr listen to me.....

If u wanna get away from me.....
JUST TELL ALL THE THING AND GET LOST FROM MY SIGHT AND IN MY LIFE PLS!!BUT NOT HANGING AROUND WITH FULL OF NONSENSE PPL AROUND U!!!!

Shud i gv up???!!!
Shud i leave here??!!
Shud i continue it wit me all alone???!!

I have reach so far here....
With all the suffer and the loneliness which abusing my heart and mind every second.....

But wat u all acting and showing me is USELESS for WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR!!!!

WAT I LIVE FOR???!!
WAT I COSPLAY FOR???!!
TO SEE THOSE SLUTTY SPINNING AROUND MY SIGHT????

WHY I HV TO BE MERCY TO MYSELF AND CONTINUE STAY HERE???

I wish to go some place....That wun be hv u and all of them......
I wish i could forgot all the memories....Between me and u.........and him..........
I wish i could proud of telling them im the one who always on magazine when even im asked by my boss's student which learning guitar....

But even i get fame.....
Wat it is for.....?

We hv no way to communicate ever.....
I hv no choice to forgive the sluttts forever.....
Pls nvr think bout peace between us......

Only either they stay...And I leave....
Leave this cruel places.....
Only leave the memories, jz only can stop my suffer.......

Ur caring and the news of him is the only thing can make me continue the path.....
But it all gone......

Im like in the darkness....
Everyday and night.....
Acting normal but hiding my sadness n suffer by myself like my daily supper.....

No one cares.....
No one listen.....
No one....
No more reason to live.......
If all thing is gone.......