Wish to go simple...But not simple as u think..

Someone complaining bout his dog....
ROFL....

Buy Iphone la....Ur new meet bro is phone seller before...nyahaha~

I jz realize I was hated so much....
Wat to do....?

Sometime u wish thing goes simple coz I really dun wanna think complicated liao...
But it turns out is a NO NO thing.....lolz?

Know something I think I shud not know but wat to do....??
Nvm....Play u die kau kau slowly.....

Getting my fishing tackle this week shud be....
But where to fish huh?

All go sea jigging already la u all deng......
Im the only very few female n youngest i think....wakakaka~

Stupid internet line slow slow make me jz can make Dragonica combo at KOPIOH....
The stupid lion still keep DL-ing movie day and nite.....Wat to do?

A younger sister worst than me....Wat to do...?

Times getting closer and wig and props left....Wat to do??

Saw his personal msg seem so suffer but if he still dun wanna see me....Wat to do??
Think and worry?Can bo?
I rather spend my time on sleeping.....lolz....
Im dam lack of sleep these days.....

Realize no one can make me precious like him but jz think bout him back....
Wat to do....??

Mum dislike wat someone is doin.....I dunno who is lying....
Wat to do....??

I jz wish thing goes like the past we together before as simple as tat only....
Can not?

I jz lazy to know new person....Coz I hate the changes.....

All the humans heart will destructed when times goes by....Even me too....

Sleepy now o...
Wat to do...?
So many things need to solve le....
Wat to do??

Sleep first la....After tomoro is another week with fun and relax....
Finish the costume....
Get my tackle set....
And wait for salary yay.....

我升仙料........

Crashed Down soon......

If u r complaining.....
Just dun tell me u can hold those usless matters.....
And jz go back HT so far all the way jz for the nonsense person......

I knew it I knew it!!!!
Im just a nonsense person!!!
Coz Im not enuff SLUT so u was ignoring me!~!
So u rather waste time on them BUT NVR CARE BOUT ANYTHING OF ME!!!

U nvr ask bout my costume progress....
U nvr ask bout how i am these days....
U nvr listen to me.....

If u wanna get away from me.....
JUST TELL ALL THE THING AND GET LOST FROM MY SIGHT AND IN MY LIFE PLS!!BUT NOT HANGING AROUND WITH FULL OF NONSENSE PPL AROUND U!!!!

Shud i gv up???!!!
Shud i leave here??!!
Shud i continue it wit me all alone???!!

I have reach so far here....
With all the suffer and the loneliness which abusing my heart and mind every second.....

But wat u all acting and showing me is USELESS for WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR!!!!

WAT I LIVE FOR???!!
WAT I COSPLAY FOR???!!
TO SEE THOSE SLUTTY SPINNING AROUND MY SIGHT????

WHY I HV TO BE MERCY TO MYSELF AND CONTINUE STAY HERE???

I wish to go some place....That wun be hv u and all of them......
I wish i could forgot all the memories....Between me and u.........and him..........
I wish i could proud of telling them im the one who always on magazine when even im asked by my boss's student which learning guitar....

But even i get fame.....
Wat it is for.....?

We hv no way to communicate ever.....
I hv no choice to forgive the sluttts forever.....
Pls nvr think bout peace between us......

Only either they stay...And I leave....
Leave this cruel places.....
Only leave the memories, jz only can stop my suffer.......

Ur caring and the news of him is the only thing can make me continue the path.....
But it all gone......

Im like in the darkness....
Everyday and night.....
Acting normal but hiding my sadness n suffer by myself like my daily supper.....

No one cares.....
No one listen.....
No one....
No more reason to live.......
If all thing is gone.......