Just dun tell me u can hold those usless matters.....
And jz go back HT so far all the way jz for the nonsense person......
I knew it I knew it!!!!
Im just a nonsense person!!!
Coz Im not enuff SLUT so u was ignoring me!~!
So u rather waste time on them BUT NVR CARE BOUT ANYTHING OF ME!!!
U nvr ask bout my costume progress....
U nvr ask bout how i am these days....
U nvr listen to me.....
If u wanna get away from me.....
JUST TELL ALL THE THING AND GET LOST FROM MY SIGHT AND IN MY LIFE PLS!!BUT NOT HANGING AROUND WITH FULL OF NONSENSE PPL AROUND U!!!!
Shud i gv up???!!!
Shud i leave here??!!
Shud i continue it wit me all alone???!!
I have reach so far here....
With all the suffer and the loneliness which abusing my heart and mind every second.....
But wat u all acting and showing me is USELESS for WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR!!!!
WAT I LIVE FOR???!!
WAT I COSPLAY FOR???!!
TO SEE THOSE SLUTTY SPINNING AROUND MY SIGHT????
WHY I HV TO BE MERCY TO MYSELF AND CONTINUE STAY HERE???
I wish to go some place....That wun be hv u and all of them......
I wish i could forgot all the memories....Between me and u.........and him..........
I wish i could proud of telling them im the one who always on magazine when even im asked by my boss's student which learning guitar....
But even i get fame.....
Wat it is for.....?
We hv no way to communicate ever.....
I hv no choice to forgive the sluttts forever.....
Pls nvr think bout peace between us......
Only either they stay...And I leave....
Leave this cruel places.....
Only leave the memories, jz only can stop my suffer.......
Ur caring and the news of him is the only thing can make me continue the path.....
But it all gone......
Im like in the darkness....
Everyday and night.....
Acting normal but hiding my sadness n suffer by myself like my daily supper.....
No one cares.....
No one listen.....
No one....
No more reason to live.......
If all thing is gone.......
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